Relationships

Ok so, I am currently in a relationship and it's awesome. But my friends have other ideas. They always say that it's awkward and always walk away and I am like I would still like some friends please?........

It's like my friends are making me choose and I can't. I don't think they understand what it feels like. This along with 'the boomerang' friends (friends blog) it feels like I am not really wanted. This sounds so sad omg :P I do have some really close friends tho that are starting to get used to me going out with someone which is good :).

Also I have this really cool friend that I met on the internet (I'll call him Internet boy) and he is awesome we're really close but we've not been talking that much lately and I'm scared I'm going to lose him. Have you ever felt like you're going to lose someone close to you? 

People always say that it's really weird and scary that I talk to someone so much that I have never met before but he means a lot to me and I don't care what people say. 

ThisIsMe Signing out xx