What is life?

Ok so, I told you I'd try and find out what life is. So here's what I found:

The Dictionary definition:

life

lʌɪf/

noun

1. 1.

   the condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional activity, and continual change preceding death.

   "the origins of life"
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6. 2.

   the existence of an individual human being or animal.

   "a disaster that claimed the lives of 266 people"

   "more than 1,500 lives were lost in the accident"

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 This didn't really help me though but it did make think "what am I even looking for?" I mean like this is what life is but it isn't the answer I was looking for.

To be honest I don't think this question can be answered. I believe life can be different things and what ever you perceive it to be. Like the dress i am assuming most people have see - the dress that different people say is different colours, the one I think is white and gold but my dad thinks is black and blue. I think this dress just shows us that everyone see's the world differently and we need to accept that.

ThisIsMe Signing out xx

p.s I think I'm gonna think of some easier questions to try and answer :P 

Life.

Ok so, Have you ever thought about life?

I always sit if I'm not doing anything and just listen to music think. You should try it it's weird. If you try and think about why you're here you can't figure it out and I find that scary.

Like, if you think about it what is this?

I should be a philosopher :P

I don't think I could do it tho I'd get to scared :p

Anyways, What is Life?

I've asked this before and the answer I usually get is "Life is what you make it" Like what does that even mean? I can make my life a cupcake? I don't really know :p I'll try and find out today and I will report back :P

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Music

Ok so, I really like music. Seen as the Brits just happened I thought I would talk about my favorite songs.

10. Get away by Jessie J

9. Yours by Ella Henderson

8. Your song by Ellie Goulding

7. Like I can by Sam Smith

6. Up town funk by Mark Ronson and Bruno Mars

5. Lies by CHVRCHES

4. Say you love me by Jessie Ware

3. Thinking out loud by Ed Sheeran

2. Take me to Church by Hozier

1. Say something by A Great Big World

So I kinda like songs that mean something.

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School

Ok so, most people go to school so I thought it could be a relevant topic :P

So I've never really saw the point of school ; they make you spend half your life learning about how to go about in life to then leave you only half your life left to actually pursue your dreams or put into practice what you have learnt. Don't get me wrong i don't mind school, I try hard at school but I always have that thought in my mind about what I could be doing if I was allowed to live my life.

People are all individuals with individual minds and thought processes so why test a room full of INDIVIDUALS with a paper suited for a MAJORITY, why put the pressure of making and breaking your life on the shoulders onto an INDIVIDUAL if you're not going to going to allow them to be themselves and learn the way they want to.

It is 'society' that creates these rules and regulations about school and create the pressure to succeed; the same society that bans abortion yet looks down on teenage pregnancy; the same society that promotes natural skin, natural hair, natural body yet photoshops every single promotion picture.

Life is in your hands sure it is a lot of pressure but you need to use it, you need to take it, you need to work with it. Sure it's not perfect but what is?. Without school no one will be able to cure disease, no one will be able to invent new technology, no one will be able to rule the world fairly. Without school no one will be anything. 

Without school, however controversial, You will not be the same.

This is why people deprived of school want school 
And the people who have school look at those people puzzled and think "who would want school?" need to think about what oppertunities are being given to them. They need to understand what they have and they need to use it.

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Fears

Ok so, everyone is scared of something. I am scared of the most stupid things including old people.....    :p don't even judge. I am scared of how strict they are :/

What are your fears?

I don't know what everyone else is scared of but the typical fears are like spiders (I'll own up to that one I am scared of spiders :p), the dark, hieghts. 

I think most fears are because of the unknown, we don't know what's in there with us when it's dark, we don't know what a spider might do or be thinking, and we don't know what might happen if we are high up. 

I think the only way to cure the unknown thoughts we have about things that scare us is to face it. 

I faced up to one of my fears yesterday actually. I was scared of mud...... Yesterday I had a cross country race and it was practically a bog and I had to run through a huge patch of thick, wet, sticky mud *yuck* :p. But I faced up to it ran straight through it and ended up coming 7th which isn't bad :p so facing up to your fears ends up working out :D

I want everyone to face up to their fears this week, maybe we could call it no fears week :D. I'll join in with this and face try up to my fear of horror movies this week :o 

omg I can't believe I just said I would do that :O 

Good luck with facing your fears this week 

ThisIsMe signing out xx

Be Yourself

Ok so, I've been talking about friends a lot lately but I have one more thing to get out there about friends - well more specifically my friend. She is really kind and all but there is one thing that really annoys me about her. She copies EVERYTHING I do or wear. Sure this is a bit pointless but I am the sort of person that likes to be different and myself and I don understand why she can't just be herself instead of trying to be like someone else.

I don't mind the fact she copies me it's more the fact that she doesn't feel she can be herself that makes me sad. I hate it when people are so self conscious and needs to hide behind other people's style. 

I think everyone should be able to be themselves with out being self conscious.

I have a reputation in my year for being colourful, this is just my style I like to be noticed and different. What's your style? 

Can you promise me one thing? 

PLEASE BE YOURSELF TOMORROW AND EVERY DAY FROM NOW ON!

ThisIsMe signing out ️xx

Relationships

Ok so, I am currently in a relationship and it's awesome. But my friends have other ideas. They always say that it's awkward and always walk away and I am like I would still like some friends please?........

It's like my friends are making me choose and I can't. I don't think they understand what it feels like. This along with 'the boomerang' friends (friends blog) it feels like I am not really wanted. This sounds so sad omg :P I do have some really close friends tho that are starting to get used to me going out with someone which is good :).

Also I have this really cool friend that I met on the internet (I'll call him Internet boy) and he is awesome we're really close but we've not been talking that much lately and I'm scared I'm going to lose him. Have you ever felt like you're going to lose someone close to you? 

People always say that it's really weird and scary that I talk to someone so much that I have never met before but he means a lot to me and I don't care what people say. 

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Expectations

Ok so, in chemistry today I was thinking about stereotypes and expectations. When we were toddlers it was socially acceptable to crawl instead of walk and cry to demand something. Now if I was to cry it would be because I was upset and if now I was to crawl I would be thought of as stupid, weird and looked down on.

And when we were starting school it was cool to have our hair in bunches or play happy families. Now if I was to wear my hair in bunches people would laugh and judge me. And if I was to play families, well we can imagine what everyone would think :P 

What I am trying to say is that we should let go a bit. Be less worried about what people would think and more on what we want to think. When we were younger we were free and not worried about anything or anyone. 

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Little miss clumsy

Omg today I swear there is something against me today. I can't do anything without knocking it over or spilling it or something. Omg I've also fallen down the stairs this morning. 

Does this only happen to me? 

I can't wait to see what happens to me at school....... HELP ME! :o

And on anotherr note thank you to everyone who has been reading my blog :) 
Please feel free to comment if you have anything to say. 

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Favourite Quotes

Ok, so I get told a lot of inspirational quotes at my training because I have trouble with commitment. So here are some of my favourites to brighten up your day :D

10. "I can't always change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination".

9. "We know what we are, not what we may be".

8. " You only live once, but if you do it right, Once is enough"

7. "It's always seems impossible until it's done".

6. "Be somebody who makes everyone else feel like a somebody"

5. "Life is like a camera, you focus on what's important, capture the good times, develop from the negative and if it doesn't work out take another shot".

4. "If it doesn't challenge you it won't change you"

3. "Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you respond to it"

2. "It's not about being the best it's about being better than you were yesterday".

1. "Today me will live in the moment unless it's unpleasant me will eat cookies" From the famous cookie monster  

I hope that has inspired you today at......5:30pm........ But yanoe you can always think about it tomorrow :D

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Shop-a-holic Is it ok?

Ok, so I went to the Nike store today for new trainers, turns out there was a huge sale on, and I come out with 2 pairs of trainers, dance shoes, joggies, a hoodie and leggings for skating......

Is that bad? 

Like whenever I go shopping I always feel bad for those people that don't have as much as me and can't go out buying nice new things all the time. I just wish there was something I could do about it - I think of this every time I go shopping - it makes sad :(. 

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Night at my auntie's

Ok, so I was staying at my aunties last night and I love my aunts and all but I think her house is haunted :0. I got like no sleep last night :(

First, I heard like knocking and then there was like footsteps and I thought I heard talking but that was probs just me being scared out of my mind making it up :P. Omg I was like terrified though but it turns out that my dad likes to get up during the night and make a lot of noise........ I wanted to punch him :D.

But anyways apart from that I love staying at my aunties and I might get to see my new baby cousin nephew thing I don't know? What's your cousin's baby in relation to you like cousin or what?

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Friends?

To me friends are supposed to stick together. But according to, what feels like, the rest of the universe - friends are someone you talk to when you want something or only involve them when you have no one else.

I feel right now that all my 'Friends' are choosing to ignore me because there is someone better there for them to talk to. I feel like I'm in the background. Does anyone else feel this way? it's like they like to move back and forward from me, kind of like a boomerang.

Although this sounds like i don't have any friends - i do and they are really cool but i just want to know that this is just me thinking this and making it all up and this is what happens to everyone, right?. 

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The Introductions

"ThisIsMyLife" is going to be my blog about what happens to me. I am a normal girl, from a normal 
background with normal problems. I don't think my life is interesting or anything i just like to share my thoughts and life troubles :D.


So......Quick introductionsHope this works out :D Tell all your friends about this :)
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I am going to keep this annonymous so I can talk about anything. But basically I live in a small, incredibly boring, town in the middle of nowhere, where nothing happens. My main hobbies are ice skating and dance. School life sucks but what can you expect.